Friday, May 29, 2009

Im back

I had forgotten I even had this blog, and today I got a comment from a reader! wow! someone actually read my blog! and told me to continue writing! isn't it something?? I'm still thinking it was a spam, and they want me to keep writing so someone can make money out of my blog... who knows... I don't trust too many people, especially if they say they like my blog! LOL
I don't remember what I was writing about either, so I'll just write about whats in my mind....
I had a pretty embarrassing moment today, I hit a wall! yes, I hit a wall, really hard, so hard I got a cut on my forehead. I was half asleep, walking in the dark, missed the bed, hit the wall. It happened in the middle of the night, I was so upset, I put ice on it, and went back to sleep. This morning I was surprised to see a huge bump and a nasty scar. I work at the ER of my home town, so since I know everyone there I went to be checked. Thankfully, everything was fine, but how embarrassing to have to say, I walked into a wall, and how embarrassing when they asked me if I was drinking! and no, I wasn't.
I had bruises on my arms too, I've been very tired lately, I'm not paying too much attention to what I do, I guess Ive been bumping into other walls and I don't remember. So they were concerned too, too many bruises, no explanation for them and a huge bump on my head. I'm a pretty smart woman I think, I would never let anybody hurt me, physical or mentally! and, I would fight back, so I would not be going to the ER by myself. It was nice to see how people cares about me, and how they were there for me in case I needed their help. Its hard to convince someone that everything is OK, that I'm not hiding anything. I thank them for worrying, not just about me, but about other people who does need the help, people who is being abused! But I'm OK. I have a headache, a cut on my forehead, bruises on my arms, I'm tired, sleepy, and embarrassed. Time will heal my scar, time will convince them I'm fine, time will give me the energy to stop bumping into walls! and to keep writing my blog!

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