It's been a year since last time I posted. And my life situation although has gotten better, it's still difficult and uncertain. One of the big differences is that we are not 3 anymore, we are 4. A beautiful girl came into our lives by surprise, but so much expected. Being a family of four is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and at the same time the most difficult. How can two little girls have so much energy and depend on you so much?
Our economy has changed so much this pass year, I'm sure there are people who still have not seen light at the end of the tunnel. I can't say I'm out of it, but I feel like there is hope, now I just have to figure out a way to fix all the damage that it caused in my life.
I'm down to just one job, working long days to allow me to have more days off with my girls. I'm lucky to be a stay home mom and at the same time work full time. I love being in charge at home, I love teaching them to behave, to eat healthy, to be organized, to clean, and although it's going to take years for them to fully understand it all I can already tell they are getting it.
I have a 3 year old, who loves pink and purple, who lives in a fairy world, who wants butterfly wings to fly over the flowers and rainbows. And I have a 1 year old, who wants to sit on my lap and see the world from there. I still look at my family and wonder where they came from! Besides the money problems, I can say I'm a happy person, just waiting for the waters to calm down!
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